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Helping Clients through Suicidal Thoughts Emotions and Programs

Hello everyone,

I’m sharing this to speak my story of my highs, lows, triumphs and defeats. Of me stepping into my power, my life purpose, doing the inner work, detaching from narcissistic, toxic, low vibe, demon infested psychopaths, entities and Beings that run rampant in our corrupt world and personal lives. As to not make this too lengthy I will speak of the most recent events that have taken place in my life since my late thirties. From this age I have experienced the most visible expansive growth and hardest trials, spiritually, mentally, emotionally and psychic wise. I hope that this is able to encourage some to never give up no matter what. Some of you no doubt have different belief systems wherever you are on your journey, so please take what resonates for you and discard the rest.

It would all start unexpectedly with the random encounter with a False Twin flame, a high tier level soul connection sent to accelerate you screaming towards your true life’s purpose through sheer heartbreaking pain. At first you think this person is your true love, the one you’re meant to be with for the rest of your life but a false twin flame only mimics the energy of your True twin flame. Designed to test how much you have grown, ready for what you truly want and how much you’re paying attention to red flags. I failed though, I was not prepared for that test and so this person blinded me completely to what they really were, a toxic narcissist only after my money so they could continue to have a good time. It would only last a few months but in that time their negative energy would affect me so badly that it would take me almost 4 years to recover fully. The first 6 months after they ghosted me it would feel like I was just on autopilot from the trauma and as the months proceeded my Guides would reveal their true nature. They were a cocaine addict, alcoholic, sex addict, very needy dependent person who had given up their free will, their sovereignty to their toxic family, friends and ex husband. Of course they would never tell me any of this or the fact they had a kid. It was revealed through my intuition that once I healed from this connection, a better higher vibrational connection that is healthy, balanced and full of love would come in. The foolish me through unknowingness prolonged the healing process by not understanding that time doesn’t truly heal all wounds but to truly heal one must meditate and do the inner work to sever the toxic cord connections, asking your guides for help in the process. I encourage anyone to try this method and it could apply also to family, friends, etc. I had to learn to forgive them and forgive myself to continue the healing process. I wrote them a letter telling them to never return and that they crossed a line of disrespect they could never come back from. I felt an energetic reaction to them reading it, a complete mental and emotional meltdown that I know sent them spiraling into their selfdestructive habits to cope with the line in the sand I’ve drawn and being fully rejected by me because they actually believed they could come back whenever they pleased or I would chase them. I would eventually learn of their karma, to be stuck in one toxic relationship after another because they’re too cowardly to face their own demons, to take responsibility for their actions of using people and being incapable of taking back their power. Although it wasn’t all bad, through that connection I would experience dormant psychic abilities awakening, low level telepathy between us, energetic long-distance sex, the “bubble of love” phase, and then the dreaded “mirroring/chaser/runner” phase. Of course, I learned to never chase and to let them go, that you shouldn’t constantly look for the next distraction to numb the pain or fill the loneliness. Being alone gives you time to heal, learn self-love, and self-acceptance, and grow stronger so that you never need anyone to feel complete. The next test would come unexpectedly again as I found from my experience that the Universe likes to meet things towards you when you least expect it.

Two years later at the beginning of 2020, before the massive covid lockdown a new soulmate would be introduced to me through an acquaintance. For those 2 years prior I would be doing a lot of spiritual growth and healing. I was physically healthy but I had an average dead end job, not great but paid the bills. I wasn’t living my true path, still trying to learn what it was, I just couldn’t figure it out no matter what I did. I also thought time would heal my wounds from the last connection I had but yet I still knew I wasn’t fully healed but I couldn’t figure out what more to do there to improve. I would become stagnant and develop resentment for my Guides, Source, Spirit, Divine, God, whatever you subscribe to in your belief system, putting me through what they did with no rewards manifesting as promised yet and my life just didn’t get better. Then of course right at that lowest moment they’d send a new soulmate and I thought, “oh finally you guys are doing your jobs and giving me what I deserve.” Little did I know that this one was just another test disguised to see if I was truly ready for the next level of blessings. So like I said I was introduced to this person through an acquaintance and honestly I immediately felt red flags, danger going off, that I told my acquaintance and that person, nevermind I’m good, I’m not looking for anyone right now. I was proud of myself, my hard work and the lessons from last time stuck. I heeded my intuition and I believed I had dodged a bullet. It really wasn’t that hard, this particular soul connection wasn’t that strong, nowhere near the powerful connection the other one was, kinda low tier if you ask me. In a day or so afterwards I felt a weird pull to meet this person but why, something isn’t right here? So let me give you a little background on this “acquaintance” and this “new soulmate”, just so you understand better about what’s about to happen to me. As I was growing and trying to learn my purpose I would get into learning about a lot of different things, like crystals or magic for example. I met this acquaintance because they owned a magic shop and I was just exploring this aspect on my journey. This new soulmate just moved into town and was selling some of her products at the shop because they did magic for a living for customers and she came from a family of witches. With that said I had no resistance or psychic defense against magic attacks at the time because it never happened before. Getting to the point without vast details, this person was trying to manipulate me through magic, to like her more than I felt comfortable with and to attempt to charm me into basically giving her money. The magic played into my loneliness so I would spend time with her but the lessons of my past kept my intuition still working, I had healthy boundaries and so I never let my guard down around this person, always insisting on an equal energy exchange which triggered her greatly. Within half a month she was getting so frustrated that she couldn’t control me and her magic wasn’t strong enough to break me, there was constant fighting because I fought back against the black magic. Not only that, being attacked magic-wise was making me grow stronger and more resistant with each passing day so by the end of one month I stopped communicating with her and cut her off completely. Just like the prior connection I would attempt to show this person love, light, balance, and equal energy exchange which when given to someone who is low vibration, toxic, demon-infested, living in darknesses for so long, ego-driven types of people think that it’s a trick because they don’t know what real love is without conditions or manipulating someone. They just can’t wrap their head around someone caring enough about them, seeing them healed, and being the best version of themselves without thinking that person has some sort of hidden agenda behind their actions. This person was so insecure that they needed to put magic in every aspect of their life to feel in control, when all they were doing was building their life on a broken foundation of lies and self-deception. This person was so triggered by the fact they didn’t get what they wanted out of me, so jealous of how blessed, protected and talented I was that for a year afterwards they would do their blackest magic against me. From trying to make me lose my job, putting depression on me to commit suidice, trying to dumb down my psychic abilities and block my chakras, steal my blessings, anything and everything they could to destroy me because of the light I shone into their sad little life. None of it would be allowed to touch me though, it was revealed to me that I was protected and I had passed the test. The more they came against me the more I’d prosper, I lost my job that I didn’t care for anyway during the shutdown but then shortly after I’d find one of the best jobs I’d ever have with double the pay, something l liked doing and enjoyed going to work. If depression came in, a psychic friend from several states away would check up on me to cheer me up or greater signs and synchronicities would come in from my guides to encourage me to be positive. As things got better for me, it was revealed to me that this person and anyone who helped them to harm me in any way shape or form was getting their karma. Their desperation to destroy me would destroy them, their health, company, and they would have the gifts they abused taken away from them. Remember that people can cast shade all they want towards you but if they’re not Divinely guided or allowed to do so it’ll be their ruin and bring even more blessing into your life as long as you don’t seek revenge and let karma do its job. I came out even more powerful through that experience with even more blessings, lessons then I could have imagined just like the last one and I’m grateful looking back that it was allowed to happen.